Bothered

Sometimes I sink into that state of "Oh I can't be bothered"  Rarely over the same thing twice, though I suspect that there is a link in there somewhere!  It's a feeling which then triggers guilt - as I know that I probably should be bothered, and get myself into gear and do whatever it is that needs to be done. The guilt is usually the spur, but then guilt is good at either spurring you on or closing you down - it's one of those double edged swords that lurk in our lives. So to avoid the guilt I must avoid the bother.........or something like that..........I'm rambling - I'll stop! lol